Weeeeee!!!! I had never been tagged in a meme! I get to do one! Weeee!
Wait. I have to answer some really personal shit. CRAP!
Oh, well I am a responsible person so here it is: a meme where I have to write 8 things about myself on my blog along with these rules and then choose 8 victims that have to do the same without forgetting to TAG them on their blogs. Ok here we go:
1. I am scared of developing some sort of mental illness, where I cannot function on any level.
2. I get depressed fairly often and I refuse to let it show.
3. I get the feeling that I know many things on the surface, but am an expert on nothing.
4. I always wanted to be a rock star. I reluctantly gave up that dream when I was around 21 or 22. Around that time, I started getting depressed regularly. (see #2)
5. I am a pack rat, I cannot let go of the stupidest of mementos.
6. I am such an impossible perfectionist, that I let everything go, because there is no time in the world for a million armies to do things the way I really want them to be.
7. I don't want to die and am pissed off that more scientific research is not being done to remedy this.
8. I am convinced that my body produces the natural equivalent of LSD or some mind altering drug.
As for who are my chosen taggees, well, all of you who read this are tagged. Tee-hee! Come on, don't be shy!
Wait. I have to answer some really personal shit. CRAP!
Oh, well I am a responsible person so here it is: a meme where I have to write 8 things about myself on my blog along with these rules and then choose 8 victims that have to do the same without forgetting to TAG them on their blogs. Ok here we go:
1. I am scared of developing some sort of mental illness, where I cannot function on any level.
2. I get depressed fairly often and I refuse to let it show.
3. I get the feeling that I know many things on the surface, but am an expert on nothing.
4. I always wanted to be a rock star. I reluctantly gave up that dream when I was around 21 or 22. Around that time, I started getting depressed regularly. (see #2)
5. I am a pack rat, I cannot let go of the stupidest of mementos.
6. I am such an impossible perfectionist, that I let everything go, because there is no time in the world for a million armies to do things the way I really want them to be.
7. I don't want to die and am pissed off that more scientific research is not being done to remedy this.
8. I am convinced that my body produces the natural equivalent of LSD or some mind altering drug.
As for who are my chosen taggees, well, all of you who read this are tagged. Tee-hee! Come on, don't be shy!
3 Comments:
me... me ... me..
8 things about myself
1.I'm usually game for everything and it's hard for me to say no... thus my famous saying, in another life I must have been a whore.Like right now I dont fully understand the rules of this game, but I'll finish it.
2. I too get depressed, not that often though, my swings are linked to a slight obsession with time, and how after I make use of it, I discover it might have not been the best of choices and I cannot have it back. It's what I call the March depression.
3. I love dark and Gothic, and I'll die that way. Some people get really annoyed trying to reconcile this idea with the fact that I am a Christian, but I have no problem and neither does God. I like reading angst in the Bible and scare people with it "darkness is my only friend"- sayeth David, King of Israel...
4. Sometimes I wish I had lived in the 15th century, but in order to achieve what I needed to, I think I should have been a man, and I'm not totally coonvinced I would have been happy because I firmly believe that I am a gay guy trapped in a woman's body.
5. I am torn between procastination and perfectionism, which means that I usually leave things for last and then viciously increase my blood pressure trying to make them seem as if I spent a lot of time paying attention to detail.
6. I have a very twisted sense of humor, which I have to control in order to fit in.
7. Sometimes I am completely bitter about leaving New York, but then something happens that makes me forget it.
8. The only thing that I am really terrified of is not achieving the goals that I have set for myself... like I am planning to adopt a child and somehow I'm fucking scared of being read by a psychologist as an unfit mother.
That was not that bad
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L, at 10:01 AM
8 things about me:
1. With strangers it’s either my way or the highway, but I always take into account the opinion and feelings of my friends (even if I seem too blunt to show it).
2. Injustice always outrages me, and it ads a lot to my constant mood swings. I take upon myself to try changing the world and more often than not it is quite discouraging… Thanks to that I am deeply misunderstood almost 98% of the time. I get upset, but I go on battling what is wrong, I feel it is my calling in life, my purpose.
3. To most I am black & white in my way of thinking, but in order to actually have a certain opinion on someone or something I always have a book of knowledge to back me up. If I cannot sustain with evidence any of my so-called opinions, I rather give none. And I always make sure that what comes from my mouth is the truth, even if it hurts. I don’t believe in white lies, they intend to cover the truth anyway. I don’t believe in lies, period.
4. I want to achieve a doctor’s degree so I can be at peace with my scholastic self. By now it seems far moneywise… but it is something I have to do to come full circle... Someday not so far.
5. All I wanted to do in this life was to paint. No computers, no tales, no gaming,… just and simply painting. I hate each day that passes by and that I cannot create something in a canvas. I would love to be able to live thanks to my art, having people buying it because they really appreciate it even if they don’t fully get it. I wish that I could spend days confined in a studio, finishing (more like starting) the more than 5 projects that I have in the back of my head… and that I have not been able to complete due to lack of money for materials, lack of time because of our lovely enslavement to work (gotta pay the bills) and lack of space (working on that).
6. My feline companions are my life. They are my kids, bringing the joy and love that most of the time I don’t find in humans. They are the only ones who accept me as a whole, and who always guard me faithfully through good and bad times. It takes a loyal kitty to take away the deepest sorrows, and wipe away so many tears.
7. I see beauty in darkness. I love dragons, and witches and demons. I am constantly entwined in so many contradicting philosophies, because they entertain as well as they teach something. And all that is well balanced by my core belief in goodness, in the Lord, in giving before taking. I live my life following a chivalric code that may be dead to many, but then again I don’t belong in this age of loss. Constantly I clash against society and its stupidity… I’ve always been an oddity for the world, and I love it.
8. My greatest fear? Perhaps simple complete and utter loneliness. I don’t think I could survive without a soul with whom to share all I am. For being an outcast and a loner, I always crave the company of some individuals at all times.
So there, 8 things about myself. Satisfyed? ;P
V/Kymill
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Vierna, at 9:27 AM
I wuv you
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