He is ALIVE! And he still writes e-mails to me!! I am happy. As happy as being a million miles away from him will make me. Why does it have to be that I have no friends within my zip code. What is wrong with the water in this place? I don't drink it, that's why I am sure it is the water.

In retaliation for calling Jesus a slut, I was casted for the movie and I CANNOT film it! Too short notice, it was an emergency casting and I was left with no choice but to fuck it up. I would have had to go to San Juan to try on clothes and stay two days in San Juan for the filming. I cannot do that with so little time. So I let it go. Those are not my previously appointed 15 minutes of fame. I am sure it will be something music related. And not as an extra.

My Pagan coworker-friend is really scary. He has two girlfriends around here AND his true love is an online liaison with a married woman in Indiana. We were discussing this online thingie, and he told me that YES, it is possible for a polygamous man to sincerely connect online. He talked about falling asleep waiting for Messenger to clang the announcement that she was logged in. Coming to work all sleep deprived, shunning friends and movie outings just to chat on the computer with her. He is even planning on going to Las Vegas and invite her to drive over. I would have laughed. What kind of insane person falls in love with another who lives a million miles away across the ocean? Erm. Nevermind...