Shadow Gods

Saturday, January 31, 2004

Tension at work continues. Lots of meetings and calls, secrets are being kept from me. Another manager confirmed that the powers that be will try to make me choose between my salary and my studies. I have already made my decision, didn't think that it would happen so soon. I will try to hold on for the rough ride as long as I can, but if they don't offer me a competitive salary, it won't be worth the hassle.

CWINDOWSDesktopFightclub.jpg
Fight Club!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
brought to you by Quizilla

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

Today has been one heck of a horrible day. I was involved in a fender bender (I was the bender, some SUV was the fender), I almost ran over a person, I got threatened with a demotion and a pay cut, I have to get at 3 am tomorrow to go to San Juan, meaning that I have to cut class. The guy I love doesn't love me, the good job doesn't pay me, my mom is never proud of me and I have too many pets and debts. So it is not a good day at all.

Today's rant was brought to you by the words: Fucking -- Shit...

Sunday, January 18, 2004



It is weird to take up university again after almost ten years. Oh, yeah, I went into a master's and then took some drafting classes and guitar classes. Between you and me, the masters and those others were a joke. Now I am in this degree thing for the long run, because I fell in love with computers thanks to Matthew Broderick. I was in seventh grade and I read (yes, read, not saw) "War Games" by David Bischoff. This was the original screenplay for the Matthew Broderick movie vehicle. It had lots of BASIC programming code and told the exciting life of a hacker, somebody who got away with things and got back at the world even though in real life he was something of a loser. That is one of those books that mark a dash in my psychological makeup timeline. Like the Mother Goose rhyme books, Island of the Blue Dolphins, Coral Island, Lost Souls, Seasons of Mist, The Crystal Shard, The Outsiders and lots more. Twenty years later, I still love computers and have an easy way with them even though I have only taken maybe three or four college classes about them (that's why I didn't finish electrical engineering, too many resistors and diodes but no programming).

Times change, though. Thank goodness my C++ teacher found it pertinent to start the course by defining software and hardware. I was scared by all this wireless, DVD+R, Palm Pilot, mobile, cell phone, USB port shit I get thrown at everytime I walk down aisle 5 at OfficeMax. In my days it was not commonplace for kids to walk around with picture-taking cell phones. With long reggae style fuschia pink braids and plucked eyebrows. I know next to nothing about the difference between hardcore punk and nu-metal. I don't know that Sean Paul is dancehall and could care less what the fuck emo is. It is daunting to see these kids that were in Kindergarten when I was a senior all around me in class. I am as freaked out as Crichton is when he finds himself in Moya surrounded by aliens. Anyways, even though it doesn't read like it, I am actually having lots of fun. The classes are super easy (I have taken 4 statistics classes, two of them master level, so Basic Statistics for Math is a breeze) and I am not distracted by youth. Experience is an asset, you know what is really important and you dish the rest. Though I don't think W Axl Rose has learnt that lesson yet.


Saturday, January 10, 2004

I do not have day to day contact with kids. So they really surprise me whenever they do one of those weird things they do. When I was a kid, I was very fond of drawing houses. A big square, with two square eyes for windows, a rectangle mouth for the door and a parallel lined body for stairs. Without fail, I looked at the picture and added a double crossed hat for the antenna. Yesterday, a coworker's two daughters were really bored at work, so I pull out two pens and a legal pad for them to draw. At first they doodle around until I suggest that bestselling hit: the house drawing. The eldest started more or less the same sketch I used to do. When she finished, she forgot the antenna. So I suggest she add an antenna. She draws a stick and a globe on top of it, looks up and says "Dish Network". I feel so old... Thank goodness the birds have kept their r shape.

Thursday, January 08, 2004

A Word a Day Keeps the Doctor Way

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

I don't think I have plugged these cartoons here:
Foamy.
Click on the tab that says: TOONS
Enjoy the rants and my favorite episode: "Secret Admirer"

I bought myself Baldur's Gate. It is so addictive, I barely put it in the computer because I know I will call in sick in order to stay here and solve the quests...

Tomorrow is one year after Spookycon. I am in the same place I was then. Nothing has changed in this year. Only I have. Boo-hoo (getoveritdamnit).

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

Oh, my GOD! For the neatest BLAST FROM THE PAST check out

Cartoons del Pasado

My favorite was Gatchaman (Fuerza G)

Kids get into everything, I am telling you...

Sunday, January 04, 2004

Hmmm, Joaquin Phoenix was born in Puerto Rico....

I feel almost bad. A customer called me for extracurricular help. Their printer seems to be broken, so I buy a $30 Lexmark X25 (the ones cheaper than the ink cartridges) and plug the USB port to the back of their computer. They are so grateful they pay me $155. What the F***? I mean, buy, unpack, plug, hit print. If they are willing to pay me for less than an hour work that kind of money, I'm not stopping them...

I need to buy me a car CD player. I will go window shopping, maybe tomorrow. Today I am too tired and procrastinative...

Friday, January 02, 2004

sam
Congratulations! You're Sam!


Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
brought to you by Quizilla